You should be here

Ever since the day i ran away from the school building to see your face i still remember the fear i had to not know if you were gonna be there and still be a dad i know it's sad to say that i tried to pray and hope that you were okay, but when i ran down the hospital hallway i saw mom collapse on the floor and then i instantly knew that you were no more i knew you had left us here by ourselves with our crying tears as months went on i began to leer at your house wanting you to be there sitting on your couch ready to workout, but you are gone, and it was way too hard for me to say so long old friend i know this is not the end for me or no other i just wanted to say goodbye one last time my brother.