You walked away

What made you think walking away was a option , to disappear and vacay else where .. to get away from something that we shared..  to please people that wasn't there when things got tough but I didnt fear , instead stood by your side and wiped ya tears and told you I'll always be here . Pain inflicted deep into my heart because I tried to keep what could work together but I guess since forever isn't really forever we ending up doing us until whenever . Whenever came too soon . Cause at night when I look at the moon and then feel the cold sheet next to me that should be warm because of you ..... I don't know what to think but force myself to fall asleep , wake up and get over this dream because you fooled me and it felt real from what you made it seem . I guess not and I'm not mad at you beloved , because I loved it and it was fun while it lasted until I was smacked in the face , did a 360 and the script was flipped backwards and showed me that you was just a bastard .