You Were Right... Im sorry

You were right

Ive held too many tears

You were right

i blocked out to many emotions

You were right

i built my wall to high

You were right

i made so many mistake

You were right

i put to many rules on myself

You were right

i tried to control myself to much

You were right

i lost my self under control

You were right

i couldn't show emotions

You were right

i couldn't cry

You were right

i let the pain hold me down

You were right

i laughed when i wanted to cry

You were right

i smiled when my heart was breaking

You were right

when i got home the tears came out

You were right

my stomach turned i was sick i was depressed 

You were right

i tried to control it instead of breaking out of it 

You were right 

i hurt you 

Im sorry 

im tired of making you cry with my dumb choices

love is not supposed to hurt and  it won't

 i love you everything about you

i can't stop,  i won't  stop loving you  

i want to hold you and make you laugh 

i want to kiss you 

i want to be there to dry your tears

i want to be the one you run to

i want to be the one that will fight the world for you

i want to be the one you can trust that you know will shield you from the world