YOU WILL NEVER KNOW

You may never feel or know
what it is my heart sown
what I have seen what this old life brings
into darken dreams
missing someone, or loving someone
brings on rain most of days
this is like handing your heart to the gate keeper
just to take you apart
this old love has no clue 
and this pain I hold brings on more rain 
to lose the one you love 
has truly no words to every compare the pains
that beloved one has taken it all to the grave
my heart most of the time aches
and the old memories never go away, 
You could never know what it is I feel 
or what my heart revail's; 
When my beloved was lay'ed to rest 
my life had end its best
I could no longer breath 
my love you meant everything to me, 
the years are passing 
but the pain or everlasting
this makes my heart bleed out like ink
your love meant everything to me 
this anyone could see as they read
just the fact that you are no longer with me
I had to realized you are always with me
in my heart, and in my mind
that will last my life time, 
The sun will rise and the rain will fall
but I will always do the work of the power love brings
I will write out what my heart brings in late spring
some call me a saint for love 
and some calls me a poet of pains in rain
I have tried so hard to change my life without you 
but in everything I do has you in it 
you may never know what it is I feel 
But then maybe I will never know that.

Poetic Lilly J. Emery (c)