Your Journey to find Yourself

Dreaming of tomorrow 

Trying to love through the sorrow 

When will I be normal again? 

Is loneliness my best friend?

Darkness all around 

Don’t know which way is up and whats down 

Is this a journey worth taking?

Finding yourself is so hard 

Realizing you were lost 

What did it cost?

Are you ready for your journey to find yourself?

Lonely nights and painful days

Not knowing what is to come in the latter days

Knowing things will get better 

But never understand

Why you had to fall and not just land 

On the clouds of your best dreams 

Realizing they are your nightmares. 

Bitter cold and blackest of hearts

What will it take to finally start

This journey of self-worth

And learning to put yourself first

Only to realize it is a journey that may end 

With you saying goodbye.

Troubled past that seemed to last 

Through a billion forevers never ceasing only existing 

In the shallow cold shell of what once was your soul. 

Is the dark ever gonna leave 

Am I ever going to find me?

See me the way others do? 

Or be stuck in a façade of being someone untrue

Leaving this reality will be easier once I find the light 

But this journey is only beginning and right now 

Its dark as night 

In my emotions and feelings never wanting just dreaming 

Of a reality that was easier 

But again a façade of what really is!

Journeys worth taking are never easy 

Just worth the wait 

So until now I guess I will 

Wait for the light to come and lift me out 

Of this sorrowful journey and this deafening silence

Of my own reality!!!!!