Your Killing Me Slowly

Your Killing Me Slowly

My love for you had always been true , 
But I'm dying within me you kill me , 
Your words haunt my will being , 

I writ in my journal about the what if's 
What you once meant to my heart , 
Day , night Oh how I cry out your pains  
That you left for me to carry , 

I give you light of my true love for you  
But all you gave me is the pouring rain , 
It seems that is your love , 
The only love you know is pain and so much  
Shame , 

When I dream I see your cold eyes looking back  
At me , your love is everlasting pain that over 
Shadow me killing me with what you call love , 
Casting spills on my soul day and night , 

You don't want to let go of the only heart you  
Know that loved you ; the face of love makes you 
Scared so you gave me your fears ,with much tears, 
Your love is like the black night , 

You can see above above the sky black night I cry , 
You hold me captive a free to set me free ; 
I feel I cannot breath ; your killing me slowly don't  
You see what you are doing to me ? 

You can hear my cry's in my life ,  
You see the rain of much pain , 
The clouds of my life you gave me , 
I cry out love don't hurt and you cry back Yes it does ! 
We dance in the rain of your blood shed pains you can 
Not face so you gave them to me , 

I feel I'm on  my last breath ; 
The cry of death is you that touched me  
The death not has not yet killed me . 

Lilly Emery (c)