YOUR LOVE IS KILLING ME
My love for you had always been true
But I'm dying within me you kill me
Your words haunt my will being
I writ in my journal about the what if's
What you once meant to my heart
Day, night Oh how I cry out your pains
That you left for me to carry
I give you light of my true love for you
But all you gave me is the pouring rain
It seems that is your love
The only love you know is pain and so much shame
When I dream I see your cold eyes looking back
At me, your love is everlasting pain that over
Shadow me killing me with what you call love
Casting spills on my soul day and night
You don't want to let go of the only heart you
Know that loved you; the face of love makes you
Scared so you gave me your fears with much tears
Your love is like the black night
You can see above above the sky black night I cry
You hold me captive a free to set me free
I feel I cannot breath; your killing me slowly don't
You see what you are doing to me?
You can hear my cry's in my life
You see the rain of much pain
The clouds of my life you gave me
I cry out love don't hurt and you cry back Yes it does
We dance in the rain of your blood shed pains you can
Not face so you gave them to me
I feel I'm on my last breath
The cry of death is you that touched me
The death not has not yet killed me.
Poetic Lilly J. Emery (c)
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Dark Angel Lilly Emery
To all my readers you may see that their are grammar errors in my old writings, but these writing are from the80's, 90's ,2000's. I truly didn't think anyone was readying my work . so I just started writing out what I felt and made my pains a story and poems . I had re post these poems and stories all over the internet and I keep them also in file so no one can ever say my work is theirs . I have kept my work as they are just for others to see where it was I started my writing at . The pains are so real not even a game ,The life I had lived I would never wish upon no one . I like to say to all who are taking the steps for change in their life congratulations to the new open doors God bless you . You may have seen my photos on the internet and my writings on Poetry.com and poem hunter etc. you may have seen the hate that others have given to me about my work and my beauty of who I am . But as you can see I will never let the haters Stop me from doing what I love . So I say the same to all of you write your own words and let your heart speak to all your readers . I hope you can understand why I haven't made changes in my work at less not the old ones . My old work are left as they are for me to always remember where it all came from . God bless to all who reads . Lilly Emery / Judy Emery
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