Your loving son..

by scholar2012

March 14, 2016

Ive been thinking bout you a lot lately..

Maybe a little too much..

Breath stinking roaches on my tooth brush..

Wishin i was on the road cooking like a food truck.

no wishes granted

hate waking up now cus school sucks..

Eyes tearing up.

Wish i had some easy e glasses

This class aint easy how is he passing?

Group evaluations

Peer reviews always calling me out

I wish mtv would come come take a tour of my house..

Imean if they can even get in. Its pretty sad boy

The door

Locks messed up like when they signed to bad boy

No furniture at all

No table no couch

Bed on the floor.

Scars on my legs

From springs pokin out.

Its a struggle no doubt.

Been calling off too much at the daycare..

Lifes hard but why would they care..

They just need someone to watch the children

Feel like a child

When i step a food inside the building

Boss watching me like i watch them thats why i feel them..

Everybody countin on me feeling like i failed them

Like a broke calculator.

So much disappointed.

Speaking of witch im already late for this appointment

With my counselor but what really is the point man?

She just gone grill me about missing class.

And how im messin up the semester fast.

They say just move on but its so hard to forget the past

I just hope i pass something.

Cuz i aint work and get this far for nothing

Always told me when you grow up

its not easier

it gets harder.

thought i could do it

wished i thought farther

I thought i knew a lot

But its so hard to tell your girl its gonna be ok when you dont know if its the truth or not

Try to listen to some music just to ease the problems

On shuffle

pac talking bout his moma

Never could relate..

Cuz livin in another state

How could she ever put food on my plate.?

But i dont hate naw

Of course i missed her

And tammy was more like an older sister

Cant replace the one who birthed me.

But if anyone could do it man im sure she.

Would be the one in the first seat.

Wouldn't cross me even in a church seat.

She did the best she could.

Raising 5 kids dont look easy.

Little brother always tryna be me.

They be looking up to me

But am i the best role model?

Am i the one that they should follow?

I Wish i was the leader tati is

I wish i was as smart as aiden

And had the heart of gavin always tough.

And like taya be the that everybody loves

I just wanna be the one that you are proudest of

And im not even proud of what im doing now.

So how can you be.

I worked hard to get to ub.

And now im hardly working.

Making excuses..

If everything you hate is reebok

Right now the shoe fits

Thats what the truth is..

You were always so hard on me..

Me being defensive

I never learned the lessons.

Gassed my self up like idegestion

Told myself i dont need you

I praid for independence

Be careful what you wish for cuz you get it.

Now im on this train

2 shifts

Got Assignments due

Wishing that i had more time wit you.

I appreciate you..

Im sorry and i wish that i was better

I hope i make you proud next semester

Your loving son.

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