Your obsession

You hope that I can get crazy, wiggle and won't live on alone You want me to be cold, arrogant and unrestrained You want me to be sunny and firm You make fun of me being helpless and hopeless You give me dreams and wake me up quickly You sleep tight with me and idle away time mercilessly You love me because of my purity Straightforwardness and spiritedness You wish that I can be mist-like, beautiful and idle You want me to look gorgeous and cruelly indifferent You wish me forever happiness and withering You flirt and get at a loss for me You want my true love and enchantment You slope with me and stay faithful Let me be pretty, obsessive and fascinated You complain about me being carefree all the time And keeping on crying