Since You’ve Been Gone

It’s been too long

it was just 2 months ago

this day 

you broke my heart

you said it was stress

but it was you scared

scared because of what she said to you

she said she’d hurt you

but I would never let that happen because I love you

you don’t understand how I felt

how you just made my heart melt

you stayed as long as you could

but that’s still not long enough 

when I said yes that meant you need to man up

ok ok I know how this sounds but...... 

its anger that gets me

its me being sad

me being alone

me without a heart

just me with out in my life

with out the most important thing

the thing I need

the thing I waited for 3 years

righr now I ball up in a ball

i hide in the dark 

I cry until I fall alseep 

when I wake up every morning I think of you first

and when I fall asleep your the last thing in my mind

~ your love