“Frozen in Time The Reflection Of Me & Of You”

Hey I thought I’d stop by so I think 

I’ll Take Back My Heart, I Gave You so Foolishly

Cause I Never would’ve imagined the things you do to me 

It was once warm and filled with a new life and vision

that’s now shattered Into sharp shards  and splinters 

Layed to waste in a frozen tundra cold and bitter

That I spent lifetimes  preparing for you I was and always be that go getter 

But the more I invested my life projected it 

In the opposite

The direction of directive 

Reversing the projection it should be the reflection, as should be the manifestation of karmatic intention which is as we all know and if you didn’t ya now know and this is ya give what ya get and get what ya give but in true reality the true reflection is always the opposition of reality so your true reflection is found in what you’re r projectin in this reality separate from yours but the same is opposing you balance the pressure so it’s not depressed completely and not overly impressed but neutral sure setbacks and comebacks do happening every context as you sit back on the set backs and reflect and inspect what’s being projected 

 as we continue ascending but defending and pretending with nothing is lended only consuming never excelling 

   I’ve done and given everything; 

All I’ve ever done & still do, all I do and intend to, all I’ve ever been and always have been and will will do cause it’s every I am and so shall always be as I continue and challenge myself to be as I am doing with better me today than yesterday til my dying day  it ascende to make the Changes as I grow and continue ascending becoming a all  I’ve intended  but I guess it doesn’t really matter  much to you 

Cause while u gave me yours just to say you did 

You served it on plastic platter made to look like silver 

But Lifeless cold and blue like ice 

Much like the enchanting euphoria in your eyes 

Pick up the pieces of what’s shattered 

Of this frozen  heart you served turned mine so cold this heart burns and all I have and now I see

 it’s everything i have but at least it’s true and that’s more than anything compared to you 

I once believed you where my everything but gave me nothing 

Then changed my point of view 

And that changed me and the view of you 

So now I 

realized I am 

My everything I ever needed you to tell me show me make me 

I was me all by myself and you denied my energy 

and lied to yourself to make it ok in your mind

 that way you can go on with your life pretending it never happened 

Dismissing the truth of you coming here tome created life and went hermit and hurtful as it was I understood and asked to understand clearly but wouldn’t ever get clarity from me on anything. Just listen to liars and people going through there own shit instead of you dealing with your own shit.  Cause what happened with us was not bad for me but it was for you apparently so I. Understanding I a.so understood you never took the time to notice me when I was dealing sn s you express to others and me to the point it’s reality 

And now I’m trapped in your insanity 

pulled from true reality into ith fabricated beliefs 

And you’re nothing 

as it has always truly been 

Distorted reality was my guilt and truth as I always expressed I saw in you. But that awareness finally opened my mind eye and realized I, guilty to.  So happy & positive I once was when blissfully unaware 

Now disappointed yet may appear negative but it positively doesn’t compare to the truth I now bare in the fruits I bare made visible and freely shared yet you threw them away so I thought but realized you harvested my labor and stored it all up to give another 

yours I thought you where hiding but you hid what you never had to allow to show from the start to allow the start to go far never moving .. staying stuck in park till the battery died in this bled out heart seized my engine now cold heavy it has been show so I’ve decided I’m no longer chasing your ghost cause I found myself deeep within myself in this hell I allowed myself to become this empty shell of skin and bones as I fell and the ring in in my ears like a mission bell 

I now have  from the gusts of arctic blasts musta blew off their mask but I like fun and games but it came to my life aswell as my children disregarded not by any stranger but the 2 to protect from danger  

In there in this frozen tundra Bound with no map 

But I’ll figure it out as I always have 

And like a puzzle I alone will put them back together 

Cause the me in these pieces are all I have 

Cause in this violence like a perfect storm 

but this time I’m building Something that matters

I dont need you you’re right I deserve better 

I’m the captain of my own ship 

This oceans rage has become a nightmare 

I’m done with it I’m headed to calmer waters 

I’ve this dream that Im drowning  

In frigid waters 

While you stand there on

aboard a rescue boat

 Life jacket professionally fit

With a sad mans face mask on 

Both you and the boat blowing smoke

To the wind while generically uuttering 

“wish I coulda helped “

anything I am enough and that’s all that matters