“Nightmare in my head”

Twelve hours away Five hundred miles north Your day to my night Still I hear your voice Your fragrance lingers behind every corner Afraid to sleep Knowing what lies in my slumber Memory after memory Trapped in my head As thoughts of us surround Tightening by the day Room after room of baggage Sitting unanswered Looking out to the sky Pray for better days Only to find darkness Mirroring my soul Days passing in gray Searching for the color again So I lay in my chamber Waiting Waiting for what?