Ahead yet . . .
I didn’t mind loneliness until I did
Though better said, is “not noticed”
My plan to go to online school
To get ahead and have more fun
Of course the fun for future times
My current plan, long-term of course
To get ahead and graduate
From 4 years worth of my hard work
With success planned at my hands
Complete with blueprints at my hands
To go further and farther than I ever dreamed
Of course let’s not forget my current stay
My school takes place at home online
Though I was warned I thought, it’s fine
I just assumed I wouldn’t mind
Guess I was wrong
Though time may change, and prove me wrong
I may be blind to say I’m wrong
Is independence loneliness?
To get ahead is loneliness?
Though not with many I do have friends
This choice of mine had reason and love
For I chose myself, and not the fun
I must remember that I’m young
My time is not near done at all not
I’m not alone, just blind that’s all
Since I could not see at all,
My family here thats by my side
And now I see I’m fine just bored
For fun is sad to leave behind but yet again, is it fun?
My words speak ‘bout the foolishness, the boys, the tricks, and gossip not bliss
Time wasting, brain sucking, stress thats it
Perhaps I’d just be patient and wait
Or perhaps it’s time I found other ways of fun
With family, friends, success, and love