Attachment
Its hard to get attached to people,
As I grew up in different countries,
the only meaningful people was my family,
It only took the special ones to get my attention,
I dont pay attention to this world,
I live in my mind,
A state that I found peace from bullies,
A state that I was not judged ,
A state where its full of love ,
A state where I dont live to peoples expectactions,
A state that never hurt me,
A state that distrcted me from pain
And most importantly
A state I find comfort and love for myself.
I was always different from a young age,
so immediately I was rejected by the society
or I rejected the society?
so getting attached was weird for me
It still is,
People try to talk to me,
I did not understand why,
Some were nice
but most of them dont recognize me
So I find it difficult to get attached to people,'
It takes a special kind to get my attention
A special kind with the same mindset
or that takes me out of my mind