Why me
Not only do I suffer the most
Not only do I laugh less and les everyday
Not only have I moved from coast to coast
Not only have gone a stray
But really will I conquer the world
But really will I be someone who matters
But really can I be that easily twirled
But really can I be pressured to splatter
Oh yes that was my identity
Oh yes that's I who gave a damn
Oh no I can't get back that serenity
Oh no I can't recover from this sham
Why me?
Why do I fall even when I'm rising
Why do I feel so uncompromising
Why can't I just go with the flow
Why be someone you acknowledge when I myself don't know
Why me?
Thats's right! Because nothing good ever happens to me
Thats's right! Because I can't see past the people in my life who shouldn't be
That's right! Thats's right! Thats's right!
My emotions are flying now, gone with the wind
Can I recover my true self, from deep within
Or will I crash and burn just at the turn of thick and thin
Can it be me?
Or am I dreaming?
Living in a world that's so demeaning
It hurts to walk the streets when your feet are oily specks and the sidewalk is leaning
Can it be me?
Or can I just be ill?
Not able to look away and fight my own will
Can't eat, can't sleep, but a sufficient dose of each is a pill
It can be... I guess....