Candy Smith

Absolute Inspiration When tears stream non-stop down my face - When I wish I could find a hiiding place - I sob my heart out, cannot catch my breath - Tantalizingly close - sweet solace of death - You find me as I see you... Your love pure and intense... Unconditionally you love me and I feel you... Without you I would fail... Under this weight my heart is frail... My dreams still so far away... And then to me you say... It's gonna be okay... You are my absolute inspiration... The sky is gray, doom deep inside me - I cannot climb out - the walls too slippery - I am not alright - never been that way - I can't (on my own) know if I'll be okay You find me as I see you... Your love pure and intense... Unconditionally you love me and I feel you... Without you I would fail... Under this weight my heart is frail... My dreams still so far away... And then to me you say... It's gonna be okay... You are my absolute inspiration... I doubt myself - perpetually afraid - Of the consequences for mistakes I've made - It's way too hard - I am not that strong - Not enough to hold me if things go wrong - You found me as I saw you... Your faith is so bright and true... Eternally you have loved me... And I have felt you... Without you, I almost fell under the burden - You made my heart swell - I'm so close - Because you said it's gonna be okay - You'll always be my absolute inspiration - Silver Sapphire (dedicated to my daughter)