Caroline

get out, shut the door. no words slip from an enraged pair of lips. close the windows shut the shades, eradicate the light and destroy what was you. rip yourself apart, inside to out. desecrate yourself head to trembling toe. build a tower of perilous hate, building blocks of rage. then, demolish it. a bulldozer of fear brick by roaring brick. unsteady hands. the pieces must rain down on others - make them feel your pain, cowering as you force them to understand the person that you are, that you have become. obliterate the world with boiling anger, pieces of the past assembled to form the wrecking ball of your discontent and displeasure. always there, released or contained, you build towers of hate.