Evan

The pain of not being able to call you

The hurt that comes with not being able to see you

The bittersweet light at the end of the tunnel when I think I'm finally over you

The inexplicable heartache I experience when I realize I'm still madly in love with you, and your life goes on happily, without me, as you drift away like a ship leaving the bay.

 

I want you back. More than a person could possibly want anything, but I know I can't have that.

If I can't have YOU back, I want ME back.

I want the person I was before this terrible heartache back.

I want my self confidence back.

I want my ability to trust back.

I want my ignorance to this excruciating pain back.

 

    But I'd still give up all of those things if I could just have you back.