Paralyzed
Paralyzed
I am constantly calculating
I sit for an 1 hour, 59 more mintues,58, 57...
running through my the maze of my mind
I see
tell your story:
I face a never-ending tide of complicated intricate thoughts
Over-load
Over-thinking
Over-calculating
it all paralyzes.
I don't want to be paralyzed.
I think 7 more days to write
if you clean your room by 12:00pm
you can eat in 25 minutes
and sit down for 35 minutes to brainstorm and type
just don't stop and do what you have to do
pressure can paralyze
I don't want to be paralyzed
I count
If I get this derivative question correct I’ll have 7 points
I can solve this limits problem next and that’ll give me 14 points for sure
What if I can’t solve the limits question?
I want at least 90 points
Times up
Time doesn’t wait for unwelcome distractions
Anxiety paralyzes
I don’t want to be paralyzed
1148 pages, 10 entries per page
and the number will go up
Self-doubt paralyzes
I don't want to be paralyzed.
So I wasn't going to try.
but I did
and damn, it feels good to be free