Gone
Those nights, weeks, months
Were never ending torture
Because that night I saw you naked
Was my greatest shame.
That first night
You said you could
Give me my first kiss
Which was supposed to be
A wonderful experience.
I was only 16 years old.
You leaned in and smashed my face
Toward yours
So close I could feel your warmth
I knew this wasn't right
I did tell you no
But you never stopped
I never got the break I wished for.
The you were in my bed
With no clothes on
You taking off mine
You touching me
In places I never been touched before
Us trying to be quiet
My parents might hear us
Making love they call it
But this was called something else.
NO!! I don't WANT to!!
When you just kept
Sticking your hard dick inside of me
It hurt so much, I wanted to cry.
Right then,
As I gathered up my thoughts
As I saw you leaving my bedroom
I shut the door,
And realized then,
That my virginity was GONE.
I can never get it back
Because you took it away from me.