Enlightened
I see myself now.
I see my problems and what caused them.
I see my loyalty and how its filled to the brim.
Sometimes I look back and wonder how?
I see my strengths,
And how I'm willing to go to distant lengths.
I see myself in the stars
I hear my thoughts in the wind
I feel as if I have been enlightened.
Reached my lowest of lows
And somehow managed to still take blow after blow after blow after blow
And wake up.
I see life now.
Happiness
Is what I see when I close my eyes and I knock out.
365 days ago this would have been a different story.
Hell, 184 days ago I wouldn't have been able to write it.
But now I feel enlightened.
Now I see how I am needed.
Cleared my mind,
And cleaned up all of what the debris did.
And there is peace.
Sit down and catch my breath,
And all the pandemonium seems to cease.
I see myself now.