Ellen Miracle

There's so much in my mind that I don't understand, things that I should let go, instead of burying in my head.

But I've tried to quiet my thoughts; they just scream so loudly-- move too quickly for my fingers-- and I can't catch them, sadly.

I've tried so many different things to make them all go away, but nothing's worked thus far-- my world turns blue and gray.

Like a dull, stormy day in spring, my life's paling into muted colors. I miss seeing life in soft pastels-- living my life in vibrant watercolor.