Na'shon Kemp

THE TRUE ME Nashon Kemp W.e. u in retrospect know nothing about me , I don't let people know , One minute I'm mad next depressed next happy next mad next I hate everything wanna kill everyone don't tell me what I am and am not, U know not who I love and y I hate them so , And u know not the many times I've tried to die and the many times after that that I still stayed alive u know not my disappointment my hurt nor my shame , U think ur the only one , Nor what I do in the dark ....nor the fact y I behave so bold.... u know not my heartache heartbreak nor my hardships so don't tell me what I am u know me not u couldn't tell Me from a needle in a haystack nor do u know what it feels like to be repeatedly emotionally slapped and held back by heartache as u sit there confused u know nothing about me really u know not of my true temper my true rage my anger streak I have to tame ,no I'm not the same my case is much worse I'm the type a nigga that one day would help a old lady the next day try and snatch her purse its all about keeping it real and to be real my friends here in Schenectady know the real Nashon they know the real deal so dont try yo talk to me about keeping it real u don't want the true nashon u can't pay his bill , My minds a place u don't wanna enter so many dark places u couldn't find ur way no lights inside its a scary place to stay , The only thing u can do is kneel down in pray Why not let me in? God ask Just leave the inward demon tells him he's okay ... I cry for help but that demon just muffles my cries as God just walks away...