Ruby Gamino

I wake to another day I wake for what reason For all I know we all have dates and a life to follow imprinted I don’t know my reason just know my heavenly father wakes me for a purpose I can’t see I wonder what it is for I am not special but a child I need help for I thought I was til my support net had holes I just need one person to count on but they tend to disappoint all the time Can somebody hear my silent screams through my smile? Hear my desperate screams in my laughter? I’m losing it , I’m tired , I tried what’s left ?