Sarah

Eyes why do you betray me?
I know you are to blame
You know my world is breaking me
Why must you do the same?

Have I not treated you as I should?
Taking care of you for years
I did for you all  I could
And you repay me back with tears

How often have you given me away
My inner feelings and wants
Will you at least meet me halfway
And not reveal my thoughts?

How often have peoples said
"I can see it in your eyes"
How often people noticed when you are dead
And go on to wonder why

Sometimes I feel the need to die
not every single day
But not a day goes by
Where you give my feelings away

You make me reveal things
I don’t want to be revealed
Like my depression or my mood swings
Wait till my heart has healed!

I attempt to hide behind a smile
Nope, you are always there
You give me away after a little while
Damn it eyes be fair!

And stop making it hard to read
Like seriously?
My vision is starting to recede
Its really starting to upset me

So eyes stop it just for now
Until the school year ends
Just know I will always disallow
every tear you shed.