Broken
How long will it take me just to get rid of anxiety
My shaky hands can show you i'm not used to the formality
But as I find myself growing more out of my comfort zone
I think I finally found a way to call it a normality
I'm not afraid to see the scriptures, imagery, and pictures
I've engraved into my mind that I will learn to be a winner
learn to love, learn to trust, and teach you how the hell I did it
But of course i've got a couple years before I make a difference
Does it even matter being great but never really famous
If it's flipped around that's most of the rap game in a statement
People wanna hear the bangers but don't care about the realest
If they listen to me speak than they would say they like the cadence
But when it comes down to the lyrics they agree my heart is breaking
It's been shattered into pieces. even though I hate the feeling
I know it only makes me stronger and a better human being
My father told me I can make it and my mom says not to let go
The reason that I hold on is cause I know we've all been hurt before
We just hide behind a smile, in our heart we always lock the the door
Just let me throw away they keys cause I don't need them anymore
Out of anger and distress a piece of me is always breaking more
Until it falls and breaks apart then it collapses to the floor
This isn't just a simple image I was venting what I stored