Poems from Shawnie98
The only word I can possibly use to describe my current state:
Ruined
So fucking ruined
Irreparably so
And it not the fault of anyone else...
Did you know that...I'm afraid
So fucking afraid of the future. And the past
Or any time that isn't exactly right now
Because...I don't...
You know healing is such a funny concept
At least when it bears you in mind
I'm fine...but I'm not?
Like I've gotten to a place where I'm...
You sit across from me in this shrinking room
Every so often glancing up, making small conversation
Enough to fill the gaps
Enough to blow...
How lonely can one person feel?
How much more empty can my chest and heart become?
I'm wondering if I've made a mistake, leaving her
I'm...