Izzi Robles

Being without you is hard too...it's so hard I miss calling you goodnight and you waking me up with good morning not checking in on you just because I love you I still care so much I can't just stop.... I know this is what's best for me though For the both of us We need to grow up more. Arguing all of the time isn't healthy Feeling like crap after conversations isn't healthy I'm not healthy I'm overweight I get freaked out easily I'm lazy I need to work on not being so sensitive I know that I have problems and I want to work on them A relationship is about bettering each other and that wasn't happening any more Still it's not easy saying goodbye You've been my rock for more than six months My best friend for longer than that And I hurt you...I've hurt you so badly I still love you It's just not the same I'm sad I don't have you to hold at times I'm sad I didn't give you one last hug I'm sad our last kiss was shitty and full of nothing because I wasn't there You didn't deserve that I wish we could've talked in person I wanted you to fight for me... I wanted you to try to make it work But you didn't see that... You never saw the big picture Only the tiny picture that pertained to you in the moment I'm sad. I'm broken. I'm hurt. I'm hurting so horribly because I never wanted this to happen. I wanted us to work. I'm sorry I couldn't be happy I'm sorry I gave up on us I'm sorry I chose me Because you aren't the only one suffering Please know that