TIMT

TIMT ya this is my therapy

I do this everyday this shit ain't no hobby

I live every day in complete misery

I swear every day they be swithing on me

my best friend be ditchin me

swear to god I'm not living

wake up and all I see are ghosts 

the voices in my head telling me to go

nah they don't want me here no more

ya they don't it when I cope

they wanna see me dead 

or they want me to stay in bed

I know its all in my head

but it's worse in my head then real people instead

Therapy has never worked

they say give it a chance

well I've tried 

after sessions I've cried

sometimes I wish I had died

that night i took the pills

I swear this is the shit that kills 

you see I was riding the tide

until I stumbled upon the bottle

after I felt awful

but the pills weren't harmful

not enough is how much I took

this story can go on for long I could write a book.