caitlin

i wrote you two love poems yesterday

i wrapped them together,

put a bow around them and i was going to hide them somewhere you’d find.

the hope from yesterday made me so inspired, i thought i’d do something for you

this morning was my first heartbreak you’ve given me,

i say first because even in the slight chance you come back, i know i won’t refuse

i need you

even as a friend

i don’t need time to myself

please see that

you can come back and hurt me all you want

and what i know is

i’ll never stop loving you

• a tragedy