Broken Down
Okay so what should you do when everything is so perfect your floting so high above all else. Then all of a sudden one thing changes and everything comes crashing down right before your eyes. Then theirs nothing at the bottom to keep you from digging your own grave when knowing no one will show. Show to the girl who was beat not just by the feast but also by the words. Of her mothers lover.
Then she trys to get away from all of the hurt and the sorrow but only to be pooled back into it all. But only to be a diffent type of hurt. This time its not the mothers lover, the is her so called friends that turn to call her something shes truyly never wanted to be
But all of the spite she still wound up too be the thing she hated the most. And this girl can not hold on much longer. Because of this hurt is slowly killing her inside. But she trys to hide it with a smile and a laugh so no one will truly no all of the pain and hurt she is in. She just didnt want what she has now. Be something that couldn't brake out of all the saddness that she must go through. While no one knows. She never wanted to be this way to chose diffrent for her self.. By the way she is me. I never wanted to be hurt like my mother was and is. But no matter what I try I'll never be diffrent despite the fact of it all.