Joshua Tillett

               "Final thoughts"

 

 

With the my hours reaching their last

I prepare to end this life with a blast

Not a blast in which refers to

A joyous afternoon in the park with my family

More in reference towards

Taking a 9mm straight to my cranium and discharge all things in my life

Taking my existence out of everyone's frame of thought

Despite all the times I've tried

I've tried to make others happy

I've tried to please everyone

I've tried to change but

I've come to the end of the road

I've come to a resolution in the problem

I've come to a halt in this fairytale

As I stand on the brink of sanity

The edge of this roof

And the brim of this mad worlds top hat

I put one foot out

Inhale

Heart beat slows

Time stops

Space has no flow

Gravity can't hold me

As I plummet with a life going so slowly

As I recapture a recollection of memories

A silent weep crawls from my soul and out of my body once more

One more second until

Until my past in finished

My present is interrupted

And my future untold and yet to be written

No one could've foreseen my upcoming like I saw it

And as I finish my thoughts

I, I broadcast my visage into the concrete

No one notices for which my existence is swept clean from everyone's memories

I sink into my chambers in the afterlife and await the Pale Death

As it takes away my soul and puts me to rest for I have failed my test