dedication
i dedicate this one to
the girl with the stars
in her eyes pointed
daggers towards
the soles of her shoes
because i promised her
she'd be on page one
because her writing
was so beautiful
and to the boy who
never knew what he
wanted, god i hope he's
happy, this is for him
too
because i promised him
he'd be listed right under
my family, but i changed
my mind and i
left them out.
this one is for the boy
the boy i didn't get, and
didn't deserve and didn't
really love anyways,
because he changed me
for the better, and i would
say thank you but he would
laugh.
this is for the girl who
kissed me for the first time,
because it was a dare and
it was funny but i always
thought she was beautiful
inside
because she cared about
me even when i
pissed her off.
and for the boy who i knew
i would never get even though
i promised it was different
this time, even though
it wasn't
because i wrote him
a million poems
and hope he never read
a single one.
and lastly for the boy who
hates me now and loved me
then and hates my art
and love poetry
but somehow would still
talk to me
because he changed
and changed me too
and i hope he's happy
and i hope they're all happy
because this is for them
and if they're not happy
i don't think they'll care.