a faint world
We all feel depressed when the world is faint,
We have open feelings but our hearts stay blank,
We search the world to find a silver lining,
But honestly to me my happiness is hiding,
I can’t find any joy in the presence of my life,
For when I’m sleeping I run away through the night,
To look back at everything that has happened in my past,
Let’s me know the smile on my face will only be a mask,
I remember the time when my life was good,
But within all the mistakes my apologies will stay misunderstood,
People call me names that I try not to see,
And it keeps pulling me away from the time when I was happy,
Life will always be faint so I keep it at a distance,
But as the voices talk I hear and I don’t listen,
I didn’t want to be here I wish I was a stray,
But to look back at broken memories brings back the pain of yesterday,
In this faint world we see on only tears,