Jake

 To hear your voice again,

to talk to you again,

to have known how quickly the time would pass,

so I could have used the time more wisely,

and have told you what I want to say right now.

To stop the fighting,

to bring our family back together,

to gain the courage to tell them what I think,

to make things right,

to do what you would want me to do.

To throw away all your things,

to show them how pointless they are,

to make them see your memory is worth so much more,

than the items that you left behind your door.