Change
change the touch of his embrace
erase the taste of his lips
wash away blood stains on sheets and wrists
swallow food instead of pills
pink capsules mixed with hard liquor
make it fade to dust
flashing lights buzz up in her head
hands wrap around her waist - spinning around
to high to come down -
reality vanished the first hit "oh shit what have I done"
all of this to erase h i m
six more shots
make it snow in this club tonight
throw up in bathroom stalls - breath in the snowflakes
making us higher than the empire state
fall in love with loneliness
make love to the scars upon your flesh
let go of regret
cause this liquor wont heal you
two more packs wont breath life back inside your lungs
take his hand and let him go
kiss those lips one last time
change it all cause one more high won't save you tonight
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