LiteBrite Varnado

I refuse to let you abuse me, to hurt me, to slowly kill me inside.

I refuse to let you cut me deep with the words you choose to use to break me.

I hate that I even let you get into my head and rape my brain with the abusivie words, and your abusive attitude.

Don't you see that you are breaking me more and more with the words you use against me?

We get into fights, we fuss, we cuss, we scream, but at the end of the day you win because you have cut me so deep and stabbed me in my heart one to many times.

You say you love me, but how can you say you love me when you threaten to hit me, slap me, slammed me against the wall, or even chocke me until I black out.

What is wrong with you have you lost your mind?

Have I lost my mind?

Has this thing called "love" blinded me so badly that I can't see when to just get out and leave.

I refuse to let you keep my heart and run with it, while you run around and be what you think is a "man."

I refuse to let you keep me at bay, when I'm being the "good girl," and being laughed at by your so called homeboys.

I repeat this from the bottom of my heart I refuse I refuse I REFUSE to let you hurt me anymore, I refuse to let you constantly hurt me, I refuse to let you constantly stab me in the back, I refuse to let you always hurt me, I refuse to let you verbally abuse me anymore.

You don't love me so I refuse to love you anymore, because I have moved on from you!