Johanna

As a new year for me approaches,
A feeling inside is hidden.
One that noone shall ever know,
For what I fear is now forbidden.
A year for what is the best,
A year for what is so great.
I only wish they all would see,
That is it is just another date.
Don't you see that change never happens?
It just turns around and around?
Untill your life is spinning from confusion?
Untill your whole being falls to the ground?
Change is an exscuse for something to do.
A story to tell so something will be new.
Your boring life will always stay the same.
And evryone will know your change isn't true.