Is it worth it?
You say you love me
yet ignore me.
You say im your #1
yet im always comming in 2nd.
I said "time will tell";
I want it to work...
I was being honest
but now...
I'm not sure how long I can last.
So tired of dragging us both.
Tired of waiting for you,
Tired of my increasing gulit.
If only you knew...
the number of people I ingore for you.
The ones i turn away,
just to make us work
I hate this.
Who im becoming,
How im acting,
its so different...
No longer wearing amor,
All my walls torn down,
I'm left helpless...
You're my only hope.
I'm waiting for you to notice,
for you to show you care.
Will you stand and protect me?
Leave me to be killed?
Is trusting you wrong?
Or is the wrong in my doubt?
You're the cause of my smiles
And cause of my tears...
Maybe I'm not ready.
Maybe its not meant to be.
If only I could see the future
to see if its worth it.
Worth all this time,
All this stress and worry...
even if we dont last forever...
will it be worth it?