Bran'daja

I find myself shedding tears for past shit
Wounds that never healed , scars that still hurt
My heart usually recovers faster than 2 years
But two years over one hurt
One void that still hasn't filled
My heart filled with so much pain
The empty promise of changing into a better you for me
All that " imma say what daj wanna hear " shit that made me believe you were a better you
A realer you that you claimed to be for my sake
And yet I still don't understand
Why play all these different tricks and mind games
Why be childish if you knew what you wanted from beginning to the gory heartbreaking end
There's no us no building no working on anything no love no anything