A LOVE DIFFERED
A LOVE DIFFERED
IM THINKING OF HIM WHILE HES THINKING OF HER WHICH MEANS MY LOVE FOR US IS A DREAM DIFFERED. I THOUGHT ARE LOVE FOR US WAS TRULY STRONG THEN HE FUCKED ME UP CAUSE HE PROVED ME WRONG. I NEVER HAD EMOTIONS LIKE THIS STAY SO LONG AND ITS MAKING IT HARDER FOR ME TO MOVE ON. MY TEARS ARE GONE BUT THE PAIN REMAINS. IT WONT TAKE MUCH TO SAY I'LL NEVER BE THE SAME. I TOOK A BULLET TO THE HEART,AN EXPLOSION IN MY CHEST, THAT NOT EVEN A PROTECTIVE VEST COULD PROTECT. AND IT HASNT ENDED YET. NOW WERE THE BIGGEST MISTAKE IN MY LIFE THAT I REGRET. NOW ME,TREY,VANTE,AND DRE HAVE TO PAY FOR MY SORROW THEY WANNA TAKE ME TO ALL THESE PLACES BUT I PUT IT OFF UNTILL TOMORROW..THEY WANNA SAVE ME,SEND ME A RESCURER. THEY'RE ALL WAITING FOR MY SCARES TO HEAL ALL TO THOSE WHO MY PAIN SEEMS TO APPEAL.THE ONE HE LEFT ME FOR I TRIED TO COMPETE WITH HER. ITZ SAD THAT I'D RATHER BE ALONE IF I COULD NOT BE WITH HIM. MY HEART WANTS TO SHINE BUT THE LIGHTS REAL DIM. I WANNA LET IT GO BUT IM NOT SURE HOW. IF I HAVENT DONE IT YET HOW COULD I DO IT NOW. DO I LET LOVE LIVE FREE OR LET IT CONTROL ME. MY HEART IS BADLY WOUNDED AND MY MIND IS OUT OF PLACE. THIS IS SOMETHING SIMPLE THAT FEELS LIKE A BATTLE THAT I CANT SEEM TO FACE. IT MAKES ME FEEL WEAK WITH MY MIND AND MY WORDS SLURRED. THIS IS NO ACCIDENT IT WAS AN EVENT WAITING TO OCCUR. IT CAUSED ME TO BE IMPAIRED TO LOVE BUT WHEATHER I LOVE AGAIN OR NOT IT'LL BE A LOVE DIFFERED.
SHAWN TAYLOR..MY LOVE IS OFFICALLY DIFFERED