stefg4411

Have you ever loved someone so much you'd do anything and everything? I have tried to avoid the memories but there are days they still knock the wind out of me. Sometimes when I cant sleep you suddenly cross my mind, And I start to look for your things to see what i still find. Have you ever needed someone so freakin bad? I have and to think i'll never have them again makes me more than sad. Sometimes I try to hide the pain and go from girl to girl, I'm Stef Gonzalez damn it, how can I let one person take over my whole world. Have you ever been with someone and wished it was some else? I have it usually lasts moments but it still feels like hell. Sometimes they'll try to see my eyes and I have to pull away, It reminds of when you would do then it would follow by a "please don't go away" All in all your memory for whatever reason won't go, As hard as I try to it sneaks up on me and always steals the show. I can go days without thinking of you and all that use to be, Then suddenly it hits me and makes me drop down on my knees. I cry for a while just thinking of how things could have been, And I always end those nights with a simple "I still love you pumpkin" -S.Gonzalez