Sort of Ordinary
Hello? Are you there I’d like to talk right now
Why? I’m not always gonna feel this way.
Tomorrow or next month or Saturday I’ll lay in bed
Feel guilty for something,
Guilty guilty can’t remember what.
I wanna talk about why there’s no event today I had
My two cups of coffee and I woke up early
But I always do that. Let’s talk about why-
How- I never want to talk. How?
But now I do let’s talk about a letter I’ll write
Write, writing for me I’ll write,
dear tay,
tomorrow or next month or saturday
you’ll feel really awful but it’ll all be ok.
I didn’t win the lottery, that seems too easy.
I’m in love - YES, and my heart pounds
Carbonated passion but nothing stays together.
Stays around, together, nothing, nothing but me.
There is more to me I keep forgetting about
So much it fills my brain with heat and I can’t see
Let’s file down the days when I can take on my being
Files so I can learn me, when I’m empty sticky tears.