Joy

So here I am Thinking About the thoughts That won't come About the fututre. And as I think My mind swirls And the nothingness That comes in waves Stops. Its holds in place no purpose For me. For him For her Because when I look at the sky Its not stars that I see But a blank canvas of Nothing. And its not that nothing that scares me Its that the void Isn't the sky But its me Beyond the earth of what it can fathom Beyond the bleak and endess life Is a canvas My canvas Suspended in the sky. Waiting. For me to paint it And to see the stars That fill the void Within my soul