Being human

is overwhelming

all the feelings and overthinking

the stuffy thoughts---when I don’t know how or what I’m feeling

the words stuck in my memory

the actions, I can’t decide what they mean

I felt like I didn’t really have any control

I started writing

to get my feelings on a page

to sum up what I could not out loud

to fix the ending without worry

being human

with too many feelings

is not easy

so

I write

to fight

for my right

to be

me.