On being from Israel
i am not ashamed about where i’m from,
but yes, I am ashamed of what their government’s done
and yes, i am ashamed that no one over there questions it,
and that
when my cousins do, they are on the far left of it
the flippancy, the humor, they’re laughing through their allyship,
oops i guess my queer and bitter business burns too bright through it
where is all the constancy, relentlessness,
the questioning, the restlessness, they cannot let this
rest lest all these voices thicken apathy by the simpleness of lack
and we can’t stop till i can fly my flag, and honestly,
that’s all i want, simplicity of honesty,
for my gender causes me no shame, i fly my pronouns wide,
my aro/ace is in your face, my mother’s side in
uruguay is represented in the sill,
is it too much for this as well,
i want them both there, side by side,
my history there flown with pride
we’re more than just one musical,
one story shot with buckshot by a
genocide that we can’t hide, museums shot
with yellow stars and still the smarmy smiles
are shot in shots on the tv, and yet the coding not ill-boding,
just a kick to the gut
today i saw a jew on television. he was running for president.
there wasn’t a single damn stereotype about him.