The Biggest War
Healthy,
Skeletal.
Strong,
Collapse.
Recover,
Relapse.
Love,
Hate.
Believe,
Leave.
Fight,
Surrender.
My mind is a war,
a battlefield.
And I know -
I know I started the war.
But how did I? When did I?
And how do I end it?
There’s too many land mines that I’ve placed
Accidentally.
That have fallen out of some hidden bag
I hold.
There’s too great a risk, for myself
and everyone else.
The world might just implode!
And I’d be held responsible ...
the trail of bombs lead to me.
“It’s all my fault,
I placed the mines.”
But,
but, I didn't mean to!
Why do I hold all the power?
Why do I have to make the decision?