We met in ms.brookins class. U sat on the other side of the classroom as quiet as a mouse. Something bout u made me wanna get 2 know u. I don't know of it was because u were so quiet or if it was ur looks. Maybe it was because every time I looked up u were looking at me just as I was looking at u. That made me smile every time, smiling now thinking bout it just at times it still happens in the lunch room and walking in the hallways.
U deleted ur Facebook so I have no way of talking 2 u. I miss the conversations we used 2 have on facebook. Sucks that u thought I was 2 much like ur sister, I think a quiet relationship is what I needed and still need 2 this day.
Wonder if u still actually like me. Wonder if being with u would actually help get me back 2 the way I was before I turned into the sexual person that everyone cant seem 2 see passed.
Knowing that you haven't really seen or heard anything coming from my mouth about my sex life except the few things that I told u when we first met and started talking on Facebook makes smile. Actually a lot about u makes me smile. Like ya smile and ya style. The fact that u wear what U want just cause u like it and not 2 make a fashion statement makes me smile the most. Last year first time I saw u in school since 10th grade I had a feeling like I would try and talk 2 u again.... But ofcourse I started having second thoughts and decided not 2.
Today I thought about getting up and walking over 2 u 2 see just what u thought bout me when Ignatius and Chris decided 2 have an argyment in the middle of lunch.... I've seen u look over my way every few minutes but then I saw u talking 2 someone else and I didn't wanna walk over and u just start talking 2 me and forget about ur friend all together. Ur one of the very few guys I don't have a problem with having color in ya hair and think its cute especially when u had the blue and the red in ya hair. I thought it made u look hot, I still feel like that. I think if we would 2 become really good friends, u would be someone I could be myself around and u'd make me laugh and make me feel better when in I wasn't feeling the greatest. U'd be that boyfriend that would end up becoming my best friend/ boyfriend. That guy in my life that I could come 2 and vent and u'd erasure me that everything gonna be ok. That guy that won't lie 2 me about anything no matter what the topic is. Someone I wouldn't mind falling 4 and letting u know. Someone who will protect me but still be the gentle guy that I need in my life.
Someone who would let me fall asleep on him with clothes on every time. Let me kiss u in public and not care what ppl have 2 say. Know how 2 calm me down when I'm bout 2 whip some dumb bitch's ass. Say to me that u'll never hurt me and actually mean and do it. Tell me I look beautiful when I'm going through another insure attack cause I've been told that I'm fat or something else insulting by someone I felt was a friend. Enjoy every moment that ur with me.
For my birthday think about the type of girl I am. I don't want u 2 take me 2 the most expensive restaurant or buy me some expensive jewelry. Realize that all I'm gonna want 4 my birthday is 2 spend time with u. If u feel like u just have 2 get me something get me a song book or some music. If u get some perfume or take me somewhere, give me something that u know will smell nice or me or take me somewhere that doesn't cost a fortune and then some. When we're out and u wanna know what type of food, when I tell u don't try 2 look somewhere that only is like. Let's go somewhere that we both will love and enjoy.
And they'll be times when I'm just gonna wanna stay in, pop a bag of popcorn grab a blanket snuggle up with me keep me warm. Wrap ya arms around me, I won't bite........much. If I'm talking way 2 much give me a reason 2 shut up. Make me smile, kiss my forehead when it hurts. Hug me and keep warm when I'm shivering cause I'm sick. Make my friends hate u cause I'm talking bout u every day all day. Don't force me 2 do things that make me uncomfortable. Make me feel like I can fly. Take me 2 prom and treat me like a queen. Help me stay the way I am. Help me think about what's in ya heart instead of whats in ya pants.
Tell me all bout what u wanna be. Where u see ya self in life. What school u want go 2. What ya favorite color is. Tell me what u think about me and this poem. Does it make u smile and make u feel all warm inside? Tell me what makes u feel good. Tell me if the thought of being my man is something u thought about. Will u hold me when I need 2 cry. Will u hold my hand when I get bad news and tell me everything will be ok? Will u protect me?