it all started one late night i rather not vision the sight. they acted first  with out thinking twice. 9 months later i was in vision but things weren't quite right. young, heartless and selfish between the two of them they reached a settlement the answer. . . abandonment. i can picture the day that i was sent away. me a precious baby her in denial on the daily  him "wheres the papers i'll sign them greatly!" so off i went but not into the system God had summoned a family as soon as my dismissal. i was the missing piece to their puzzle. their love for me could not be muzzled. i found a place i belonged but when i got older my emotions became bolder. i belonged no longer. where are my parents ? the ones who formed me? i just wished god would have warned me. i understand that i didn't need them then why do i feel that i need them now. for the simple fact thats its been a while. never seen there smile. never made them proud. but that was the least of my worries. in a place love never gloried.