Friend...

you've been there by my side through thick and thin

but now, you blame me you brought

I cried for you

no.... no no no

I cried BECAUSE of you.

 

you were there for me when I wanted to die

when I contemplated,

and attempted suicide.

but now you're gone

destroying me from the inside

breaking everything I held close

 

you broke the code

we promised to each other

Don't talk to him

Don't look at him

Don't go out with him

especially if he breaks one of our hearts

 

you told me on a thursday

when my world had fallen apart

anxiety attacks all day

and now, a broken, hurting heart

 

The words still play

on and on like a broken record

your ex boyfriend and I

are now together

are now together

are now together

 

don't you know what that did to my heart?

No, you really don't

you don't realize I was on the verge of tears

and the fragile heart I have

you tore it apart

 

The day when I fianlly went home, weak

my heart finally shattered

the tears rolled down my cheeks

the words

like a broken record

 

I sobbed for a while

until my body shut down 

my eyes slowly closed

and like a light, I was out

 

hours must have passed

before I actually came to

the betrayal was fast

too much for me to handle

 

the very next day

I put on a fake smile

but little did I know

the horrors that await

 

Saturday evening

you text me in a rage

filling my screen with messages of hate

 

I held back burning tears

since I was in a public place

but then, a friend texted me

calling me a lying disgrace

 

I had more trouble then

holding back the stinging tears

as soon as i reached my room

when suddenly

the tears just appeared

 

I cried myself to sleep

i only rested a bit

i cried and cried

until there were no more tears to be shed

 

why did you do this

we went from best friends

to worst enemies

no matter now

 

you lost me as a sister

as a friend

your shoulder to cry on

partner in crime until the end

 

and don't think when that boy breaks you

you can come crawling back

 

I'm done with you

you were only

my

friend